About me
I didn't believe any of this. Then I had a near-death experience.
I was and still am a pretty regular person who enjoys hiking with her dog and friends. I have no special powers, I just know how to tune in. And why I learned to tune in goes back to my NDE.
I stood up from the bed one day and started frantically touching my body, like someone searching their pockets for their keys. I was simply amazed that I had a physical body. That's how mind-blowing my near-death experience was to me. It was a literal out-of-body experience: my soul left my body for a brief moment that night.
A rational girl from a scientific home
I was brought up in an atheist home, by a medical doctor and an electrical engineer. And it didn't stop with my parents. My grandparents, aunts and uncles all had university degrees in medicine, economics, law and architecture. At family dinners, we talked about facts, figures and proof. My whole world was built on a scientific view of life, where proof is the only truth. Naturally, I followed the family tradition and earned my own university degree, in International Relations.
I had never read a religious or spiritual book, and at times I even ridiculed anything to do with religion or spirituality. I was taught that religion is a means of controlling people.
If someone had told me then what I'm about to share with you now, I would probably have called them crazy. And now here I am: a university graduate in International Relations, and the only medium in a family of doctors, economists, lawyers and architects. Isn't that a funny way for the universe to work? A Divine comedy.
The night everything changed
In the six months before my NDE, I went through seven unfortunate, life-changing events. I was living in Vienna, Austria, just starting my second year of university. About ten days after the last of those events, I went to sleep as usual, with my boyfriend at the time and my dog Tyson in the bed beside me.
That's when it happened.
My consciousness lifted out of my body, and I was looking down at myself, my dog and my boyfriend from somewhere that I can only describe as floating in mid-air. I felt chills at the back of my neck, only to realise I didn't have a body to feel them with. And then I started rising even higher, out of the building, above the city, into the universe, towards the most beautiful light, which pulled me in like a magnet.
The moment I merged with that light, all the fear vanished. It was replaced by a kind of love I have never experienced on earth. To put it in plain terms: imagine the love you feel for your family, your pets, your friends, for every living and non-living being in existence, all at once, and then multiply it by 1,000,000.
I felt at home. I felt at peace. It felt as if I had just woken up from a dream, and the life I had been living until then was only one of the dreams. This was the real reality.
My ancestors welcomed me, and I recognised one of them immediately: my grandpa on my mother's side, smiling at me with his beautiful blue eyes.
And then I met three beings made of light.
Trust me, I know how this sounds.
What they showed me, and the choice they asked me to make, is a story I'm saving for my book. (Coming soon, sign up to my newsletter to hear when it's out.)
Why I came back
I came back because I still felt connected to my loved ones from this world, and I came back with a choice to remember what I had seen, and with it came a promise: to share it, so that one day it might help someone.
I didn't come back with the ability to give readings. What I came back with was a different mindset, and a heartfelt connection to the universe and to that light. That connection made learning mediumship feel natural, almost like remembering something I already knew.
So the rational girl did what rational girls do: she went to study.
I trained at the Arthur Findlay College in the United Kingdom, where some of the greatest mediums, such as Gordon Higginson, Mavis Pittilla and Suzanne Giesemann, have taught or trained.
I also learned from Suzanne Giesemann's online classes, and they sparked an idea in me: spirituality doesn't have to happen only in a room together. It can reach people anywhere in the world, through a screen. That's why all my readings are online.
Today, the girl who needed proof for everything is an evidential medium. Maybe that's why evidence matters so much to me. In every reading, I first bring through the details you can recognise, so you know who is with us, before I share their message.
What I learned on the other side shapes everything I do today:
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Love is the only universal truth. Not obsession or possession, but the pure love the universe has for us, and we for it.
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Spirituality is not a religion. You don't need a church or anyone else to connect with the divine. A part of it is within you at all times.
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You are not separate from God or Universe or whatever you'd like to call a higher power.
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No amount of ritual can make you spiritual. You are a spirit already. Everything you do with a higher purpose is a spiritual act, even working a boring job to put food on the table for your family.
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There is no hell. The light beings don't judge you. If anyone does, it's you.
Working with me
Today I offer evidential mediumship readings, psychic readings and spiritual mentorship online, in English, Croatian and Slovenian. Whether you are hoping to hear from someone you love, looking for clarity on your path, or wanting to develop your own gifts, I'd be honoured to walk a part of the way with you.